sometimes i am so eaten with envy, with wanting something that someone else has. or i perceive that they have. i am happy with my life, i have so much, but sometimes i cannot understand why that person has something that i want. what did they do to get it? and if they did nothing, why should they have it?

i don't have much time right now, i am sorry, i will try to write about this tomorrow. maybe my thoughts will be more clear. good night.