ok, so where's the sensitivity? hmmmm? let's just say that being ten months pregnant does not make a happy woman. we are quite usually irritable. don't try us. and don't think your 'haven't you had that baby yet?' jokes are funny. they aren't. believe me, no one wants that baby out more than the woman carrying that baby at 40 weeks (or, in my case, at 38) and later. please don't joke with us. please don't be rude. and please don't be so selfish. it pisses me off.

ok, that said....

i've been having cramps for the past four days. but still no baby. and i can't go to the clinic every day for a check up, so i don't know if there's any progress. SO STOP ASKING. just wait. have patience. YOU don't have to carry around all this extra weight, so BACK OFF.

oops, sorry....

so, yesterday yoshi and i went shopping. we bought a baby sling and a diaper pail. still feel unprepared. oh well, nothing i can do about that. we met a couple from new zealand with seven month old twins. very cute babies! even though i walked around a lot, i still haven't gone into labor. now it's just a waiting game. so i'm waiting. it seems like forever. i kinda envy those women who don't find out right away about the pregnancy. i've known since about a week after conception. man, this has been the longest ten months of my life! not that i want time to speed up. i want to enjoy life. but i also want my baby.