so, i finally broke down and bought a pacifier today. hiro often fusses at night, even when he's not hungry. if i try to feed him, he sometimes just sucks, but doesn't drink. and if i put my finger in his mouth, he's satisfied, but i can't sleep like that. but if he fusses, i can't sleep anyway. so, i bought the pacifier. and i put it in his mouth. but, oh god! it looks like a plug. i feel so guilty. poor baby....

i took a picture, it's so sad. but maybe i'll get a little sleep at night.