last night when i went to bed i found hiro sleeping peacefully. taking up the whole double futon, but sound asleep. and he looked so beautiful. i just laid there and watched him. where did he come from? how could i have possibly made this beautiful thing. i wanted to catch him up and cuddle him, but didn't of course. he's much more beautiful asleep than awake....he just catches my heart sometimes, this wonderful little boy i didn't expect....