anyone who knows me well knows that i cannot be nice all of the time. i try to be nice, but sometimes i just kinda snap. it's difficult for me, though i usually have mitigating factors. basically, i am not nice if i'm hungry, tired or hormonal. not that that's ok, and i'm not trying to justify my behavior. i feel really bad after i'm bitchy. but i just don't seem to be able to control myself.

i am not sleeping well these days. because of the pregnancy i think. a kind of insomnia. i am a light sleeper most of the time anyway, and with a baby (and now toddler) for the past 20 months, i haven't slept well in a long time. that's hard. i hope that my friends and family can forgive me, and give me some slack in the coming months (years??) and i will try to be nice.