anyone who knows me well knows that i cannot be nice all of the time. i try to be nice, but sometimes i just kinda snap. it's difficult for me, though i usually have mitigating factors. basically, i am not nice if i'm hungry, tired or hormonal. not that that's ok, and i'm not trying to justify my behavior. i feel really bad after i'm bitchy. but i just don't seem to be able to control myself.
i am not sleeping well these days. because of the pregnancy i think. a kind of insomnia. i am a light sleeper most of the time anyway, and with a baby (and now toddler) for the past 20 months, i haven't slept well in a long time. that's hard. i hope that my friends and family can forgive me, and give me some slack in the coming months (years??) and i will try to be nice.
May 7, 2024
11 hours ago
4 comments:
I hope you get more sleep soon! You deserve it!
I think we all have our bitchy moments. You use the f-word a lot less in yours than I use in mine, though.
I see where you are totally coming from. As my husband can surely attest. I get so bitchy if I'm hungry! If I'm tired, then I get hellishly grouchy too.
I slept like crap during the late stages of my pregnancies as well. I could never find a comfy sleep position and when I was finally asleep, the baby would kick me in my tummy. By the end of my pregnancy, I just wanted it over and done with. I felt totally sleep deprived the last three month's of my pregnancy, because it was impossible to sleep comfortably. Then when the baby came, I was sleep deprived all over again! Sheesh! Ha ha ha.
I hope you will get some good sleep soon! : )
I guess the people who haven`t walked your walk probably don`t get it. and maybe the people who have SO been there just laugh.
that`s my response. first of all I laugh. then I think back on those early years of raising toddlers and being pregnant and then I want to hug you. and say
HANG IN THERE.
This particular rainy season is so dark and dreary and wet that I too feel especially bitchy. and I`m SO not pregnant. and my *toddler* is 5. so, ebb and flow I guess.
hang in there darlin.
I am working on being less bitchy, but once in a while (every time I go to the supermarket) I explode, and I'm not even pregnant!
Dude, I don't know what's tougher, being pregnant or bitching less....
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