this may be a bit much, has been on my mind.

there was a terrible accident on friday night. it just breaks my heart. and all those times i think of losing my temper with hiro...i cry. i cannot believe this has happened, right here in fukuoka, too. something that really worries me: why did the guardrail break? i figure it must have been because of the speed in which the vehicle was moving (i heard the police figure the drunk hit the other car at about 80 kmh) but...i thought guardrails weren't supposed to break!

the timing is sooo...ugh. i mean, this was the breaking story when i was in labor with hiro. and here i am, about to give birth again and this horrible, heartbreaking thing happens. i'm just crying over it.