this time around, PMS has really got me feeling down. i don't know why. maybe the cold weather, i hate the cold. and the holidays are coming up, that's pretty depressing. and i've been homesick for quite some time, i haven't been home in four years. also, all three of the kids are going through stages (all different stages, of course, but essentially independence (from mommy and daddy)) which seems to require screaming. very grating. i'm feeling really tied down at the moment, that sucks. it sucks to want to get away from your kids just to have a quiet moment. *sigh*
this will pass, as all things do. just wish it were a bit warmer.
feeling blue
Wednesday, November 18, 2009
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4 years is a long time...any chance in the near future of a trip back?
I think you are amazing having 3 kiddies and doing all the hard work(although I am sure that Y does his bit but still you are the one there all the bloody time).
And I totally agree that cold weather sucks big time.Central heating would make the world a better place for us;)
The november blahs get to everyone. **hugs**
You're doing the work of three superwomen. Don't be so hard on yourself. *hugs* I hope you're able to get home soon - you deserve a vacation. :)
I wish you lived in Tokyo -- we could leave all the kids with my Daughter and go out drinking.
(Question I need to ask myself: If it's so easy for me to get time to myself now, why does it so rarely seem to happen these days?)
Anyway, hang in there....
4 years is a very long time to be away from home. : ( I hope you can get back sometime in the near future, you really do deserve it.
Hang in there my friend. (((hugs))
As for the pms, I had my *ahem* last week and all I can say is, blech. ; ) One day last week, I just laid on the couch and rested. Cramps and all. I even had a headache around my temple area. Some month's are okay while every once in a while some months, grrr. : )
Life can be overwhelming at times-your little quote at the end of your post was really the key- this too will pass-if we can remember that everything passes then we can see the "light" at the end of the tunnel...living in Saipan for 30 years I once let seven years go by before I went home to Wisconsin so see family- I decided never to do that again, and I surely do understand being homesick...hugs...
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