i didn't mean to complain. it's not that hard. just...i dunno, time consuming. i feel i have no time for myself. i'm with both of them from the time i wake up until i go to sleep. and i feel inadequate because the house doesn't get cleaned, or even unpacked. i guess the hardest part is sasha and her endless need to be held or nursed. i'm tired of that. poor baby.

the weather is turning nice, that's a good thing. cherry trees are blooming and it's warmer at night. soon it will be summer, i am looking forward to that!